INCONSISTENT. That is what we are. I cried a lot last night assuming the worst. The next day, his attitude towards me changed. He was warm, hospitable, and very welcoming. He didn't went to work yesterday and spent the night on another computer shop that is why I can't find him. He didn't go to work again today so we had the chance to spent almost a day like we used to before. We ate, slept and watched tv. Then after I had my exam, we even ate dinner. It was weird, it's like he had become a bit of a stranger to me. Way back, that is the normal 'us'. Now it is the other way around. It is unusual for us to spend time together with just only him and me. It is unusual for him to hug and hold me. It was unusual for him to be entertaining. It was unusual for him to spend hours with me. But I wished the day last longer than it should. I miss these moments when all we did were be with each other the whole day..
A few more minutes and it will be our 11th month together. Just a few more minutes and it will be one year since I have known and loved him..And I hope this wouldn't be the last monthsary we will have. I wonder what tomorrow will be like..
Posted at 11:57 pm by
stainedmirror
